How I Feel Right Now

Sitting here with a crazy headache

Crazy day that made me feel bad, because apparently I made someone else feel bad

Someone who is the last person I would ever want to make feel bad

I didn’t know it

I didn't intend it

Feels like a no win situation

Realization today is that no matter what I do, feelings are going to be hurt

I desperately don’t want that to be the outcome

I care about these people

And

Things happening that are beyond my control

Issues that have been forced into my life by someone I had taken out of my life

Trying to be there for the one left to pick up the pieces

Trying to be there for the ones left with no answers

Trying to be there for the ones that don’t know yet how this will affect them

 

These are my crosses for now